What is self-confidence?
Honestly, for me it is one of the hardest things to attain. I am always afraid just relaxing. Always afraid of what people think. I see my best friend Rosa and I’m honestly jealous of how tough and confident she is. She knows who she is and she is comfortable with that. I don’t understand how to be like Rosa, how to have that strength and presence.
God I wish I could be like her…
Most of the time, I hate who I am. I hate the girl I see in the mirror and more often than not, I’m not quite sure who is looking back at me.
I know that I let people believe that I am all happy and bubbly, but inside I know that there is just this scared girl who doesn’t have a spine and wants to curl up in a ball…wallflower, shy, afraid…
I so badly want to have that confidence, to be able to stand up for myself, to stand tall and know who I am and know that no one can take that away. Oh how I wish…
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